Monday, February 13, 2012

A Monday


Second Monday of Spring semester. It’s snowing, and for some reason I think that’s significant. Mondays are going to be pretty easy for me this semester (sorry to those of you who actually have normal schedules), but this morning was rather…stressful. For my Ethics of Development class today, we read an article on US aid (from USAID, of course)to Nepal for health/medical care in 2002 or so that focused on abortion—do the Nepalese agree to the terms nixing abortion (legally) to get the full $400k+ or disagree and take the $200k+ cut? While the answer was pretty straight forward to me in theory (i.e. on the Moodle discussion forum), in practice (class) I was shakin’ in my boots to say a word to an audience of nonbelievers, albeit “good” and intelligent people. But I did. Mostly because my professor asked me point blank to voice the opinions I had stated on the forum (which my classmates failed to read because of some sort of as-of-yet-unidentified computer/internet error), but still I spoke, and even though no one chastised me for my opinions, it was probably the single most terrifying thing I’ve done in a long time. That might surprise you, but I think it’s true.

So how does this relate? Well, as you might imagine, I felt extremely convicted. Why was it so hard to share in an environment that was genuinely not hostile? I had made most of it up in my head. I mean, the silence as I spoke was deafening (and awkward, for me at least), but it was civil. That’s when I realized that I can do this. That all the things I want and need to say will get said, but only if I take the initiative. In Rwanda, I think I learned this when I spoke in tongues for the first time (and may or may not have said “I want to speak” in two different languages that did not immediately register in my brain). I want to speak, I can speak, I should speak, I will speak. Rwanda changed me, and I know that greater things are yet to come, greater things are still to be done—on this campus, in this country, on this Earth.

As for me, I will serve the Lord.


God bless.

Home Again, Home Again

By Emily Ford

6 February 2012

So we are all back home, and most of us are getting back into the college life of classes and such. Getting off the last flight felt great especially after 24 hours of basically straight flight. So did seeing my family! It was fantastic to see my mom and my sister at the bag carousel (of course my sister had a hot cocoa waiting for me as well). Tears of joy were shed and home we went! After washing many now red colored socks and trying to stay awake, I surrendered to sleep and dreamed for many hours. The rest is history and now I am back at good ol’ Gustavus Adolphus College.

Jetlag has hopefully worn off for everyone and we’re now hopefully returning to a normal life. Wait, normal? Normal… nope, no such thing anymore, the new normal is abnormal. I must admit, it’s good to be back for me but I know that many things are different. I’m not sure if I can quite express in words the way that things have changed for me but I guess I’ll do my best since one of the most frequently asked question is, “So, how has this trip to Rwanda changed your life?” Well, hmmm I guess the easiest way to say it is that I just can’t look at people the same way anymore. I have spent an entire 22 days loving people in crazy ways, people that I know well and others that I never knew and may never see again. Now that I am back here I can’t just see a person and think nothing – now all I can think is how can I love them? How does God love them? How do/can I show this? It is hard, I must say, because with little kids I can pick them up and flip them over my shoulder and kiss them. Now, if I did that to some random person at school or on the street I think I might be arrested. So God is showing me different ways (thank goodness) to love. I am excited to see what the Lord has in store for us while we all begin a new journey in the states. The Lord is good and abundant in so many ways that I cannot even begin to imagine!

Thank you to everyone that has been following us through our blog and for praying for us you have truly blessed us all!

Friday, January 27, 2012

Your Will be Done


By Kelly
26 January 2012 
God always continues to exceed all of my expectations and my own plans. He forever keeps me on my toes and relying on Him for guidance and support. Monday, the whole team went to Pefa to do a deep cleaning. I thought I would spend my day washing clothes or possibly breaking out windows. However, God had other plans.
From the start God had his way. I was left to take the second vehicle to Pefa which gave our group time to pray about the day. We prayed that God’s will be done in every way. When we arrived at Pefa I began by teaching a few members of the City Hill Team how to wash clothes by hand. Then I was called away to go buy towels. This was an unexpected experience.
Immanuel (one of the guys that works in the garden) led Jackie (our translator) and I down the dirt road to a place where we could bargain for towels. We walked past the tin manufacturer and the house selling flip-flops. Many people would shout out, “Muzungu!” (White person!) Jackie and Immanuel would just laugh and mimic their actions. I was beginning to wish that I could speak the language even more, so that I could communicate with them. Once again, the Lord answered my silent prayers.
We saw Louise and Kitan (one of the Mamas and little girls) coming from the clinic. When they stopped to talk an old man came up to me. He wore olive green corduroy button-up shirt, tan pants, with worn black shoes like my Grandpa Okerman wears. (I think they were pretty much identical to his favorite pair.) Atop his head rested a floppy, dirt coated gray hat. His face is deeply ingrained in my mind. His skin was rough and wrinkled from many years of hard labor. He had curly black scruff on his face and hazel eyes that sparkled. He took my hand in a firm grip and said, “Mwaramutse” (Good morning). When I replied back, “Mwaramutse, amakuru?” (Good morning, how are you?), his face lit up. He clearly had not expected that I would understand him. He smiled, showing his slightly crooked yellowing teeth. He replied, “Ne meza inshuti! Ah murakoze cyane, murakoze cyane. Mwaramutse inshuti. Imana aguhe umugisha.” (Good my friend! Thank you very much, thank you very much! Good morning friend. God bless you.) Who knew two simple words could bring someone so much joy?!
A ways past the shoe store we turned onto a dirt path, just wide enough to walk in a single file line. The path tilted up steeply, and now I was not the only one being called to. Jackie stood out in her “city attire”. We walked through a school yard and onto a dirt road. Many of the people stared at me, apparently not too many muzungus travel in this part of town. We reached an open air market similar to ones that I have been to in Juarez, Mexico. If we had been looking for a chandelier, we would have found one. No luck with towels though. We continued walking. Suddenly the dirt turned into rock shear. Before me was a beautiful market unlike any that I have seen. The little shops and booths were set into the rock face. The smell of iron, veggies, and many people hung in the air. The path was slick with water and barely wide enough to squeeze by. There was a man without legs begging at the front. Still no luck with towels.
We moved on. After some time we came upon a paved road and there lay our golden ticket. We walked into a tiny warehouse supply store no bigger than 5 feet by 5 feet. Inside I bargained for towels, 1,000 francs each (about $2). On the way home we took the back way to avoid the main roads. Jackie asked me all about my home and thought it was crazy that I would go hiking for fun! She just kept saying, “I don’t understand you girl.” This gave me a good laugh, I like talking about my home. We went through alleyways behind homes, again very narrow and steep. The alleys were devoted with streams of drainage as this was their main gutter system. We did our best to bypass the slippery goop. I saw people playing checkers with Fanta caps, and children wrestling in the dirt. Behind each gated home you could hear the sounds of work and play. I distinctly remember behind a corrugated metal sheet fence the sound of singing. The smell was a mixture of sewage, wet dirt, metal, and wild tree flowers. In a way almost sweet.
When we arrived back at Pefa, the Lord surprised me still. Instead of washing clothes as I had expected, I worked on cleaning out the bug infested rooms. On my hands and knees I scrubbed floors, moved beds and mattresses. All the while I thought how great it will be to have the rooms clean for the kids. I am thankful that God was able to use me in this way. At the end of the day when the children were napping I was going to help teach the Mamas English. This is always a fun time to spend with them. However, Florence came and sat next to me and I taught her how to play matching. She caught on quickly and diligently practiced the English words for each animal while I tried out my Kinyrwandan. She giggled as I stumbled over the syllables of inyamaswa (animals). She would beam and give me a thumbs up when I actually got something right.
I am so thankful that God has the reins and things don’t go just as I have planed. Today, and every day is better in His hands. His will be done.

An Added Note for the Weary Soul


By Emily
24 January 2012
These days….
My clothes are running out
My energy is on low
My emotions are running wild
Cockroaches have found favour in our room
I am peed on daily
I don’t understand a word anyone says
But they still talk to me because they think that I am Rwandan
I sweat through 2 shirts in 1 church service
My shoes barely have any sole left
The lady keeps bringing me more food even though I am not hungry
Orphans beg me for money
Our electricity is scarce
And so is our hot water
And so is our water in general
When I go to bed at night, my body goes numb from the abuse it gets all day
All of these things may sound terrible to you, but for me personally I would never want to change any moment of it because…
Everyone here smells the same as I
God somehow gives me the strength to move on with my day
Eh, a few tears shed never killed someone
Cockroaches… well , a flip-flop and a bit of force works every time
I would get peed on all day if that meant that I could make a child happy and show them love
Actions speak louder than words
I like fitting in here
Church was rockin’, and as an entire church, I’m sure that we could have made Rwanda’s first great lake
Shoes come and go
Eh, even though my fruit stomach is full, I guess that my omelet one is not
Love is better than money
Candle lit dinners with the family is better than any 5 star restaurant
Cold showers are great for morning wake-ups
The Lord provides
My body may be tired but the Spirit within me is renewed every day.
We get to see miracles every day that we are here. This makes me wonder, “Do they happen this often when I am in the States?” Yes. You may not spend days with the orphaned or homeless or are building a house brick by brick, but God is so much bigger and more creative. Keep your eyes open and He will be more than happy to reveal His greatness to you.
While on your journey, check out Psalm 91 for extra encouragement.
Be blessed.

PEFA Unite!


By Emily
24 January 2012
On Monday, our entire team (both Gustavus and City Hill) spent the entire day at the PEFA orphanage. Basically, it was awesome! We cleaned and cleaned and cleaned until every corner was spotless… well maybe not spotless, but as close as you can get in Rwanda. When we got there some of us washed children and clothes while others played with the children. It was so great to see the kids being entertained at every moment! I smiled so big every time I heard giggles or saw the huge white smiles of the orphans. Even though none of the kids know enough English to tell you how much they appreciate you, their joyful response was more than enough to know. For the rest of the day we blasted though every room in the orphanage. Our team got through red dust, dirt and grime, along with about 100 bed bugs and 2 dead mice. As for me, I took out broken glass from many windows. That was quite an adventure, especially since my tools were one pocket knife, a pliers and some duct tape (but I must admit that any problem can be solved with the use of a little, or a lot, of duct tape). I’m not even sure that I can describe how the Lord has moved through this place! No, it is not spotless and yes there are still many bugs of sorts and broken glass, but the women who work there are learning how to keep things hygienic and the children are being taken care of in a healthier manner than we can ever remember. The buildings are becoming safer every time that we are there and that is a truth that cannot be hidden. Our mission when we first entered PEFA was to serve, and yesterday was a fantastic example. Also as an extra event added onto our day, Karen and Cindi took one of the mama’s to the bank in order to get health insurance. Their insurance here costs about 3000 RWF (which is less than 5 US dollars). However, none of the Mama’s could afford the small fee because 3000 RWF is a lot for them. Now that they have insurance, they can finally go into the doctor for an ordinary check up or for more serious ailments. Which also means that they will be able to take better care of the orphans because they will be able to be around more often and sick less often. That entire day was an account of many miracles in a very short amount of time. God is so big and has found favour on PEFA.
Blessings to all in the States!

I worked with bed bugs today.


By Anna
23 January 2012
The title might freak some of you out, considering I already had an experience with bed bugs a few months ago. But before you get too distracted, take a deep breath and read on.
Our whole team (all the City Hill women and all the Gustavus women) was at Pefa today to play with and love the children and do a deep clean of the buildings. My day was focused more on the latter.
At Pefa, one of the older girls “Sarah” has a billion bugs (that’s a rough estimate) living with her in her room. So today, Amanda and I carried Sarah’s bed-bug-and-ant-infested mattress and sheets to the garbage heap down the hill. We bagged the sheets and the men that work at the orphanage said they would burn them. I swept most of the rooms, including Sarah’s room. I could see at least a dozen bed bugs, some alive, some dead, in the pile of dirt. I picked them up with duct tape and sealed the dirt and bugs in a Ziploc bag that also went in the garbage heap. I scrubbed my arms and legs with Clorox wipes and joined the team for lunch, being sure to stand a few feet away so as to not touch anyone.
After our lunch break, I went back to Sarah’s room with a rag and bleach solution. I picked up at least another dozen bed bugs on the rag from a quick wipe down of the floor. I proceeded to remove the bugs from the rag with, you guessed it, duct tape. Overall today I have seen far too many bed bugs for my comfort level. But it’s ok because God’s strength comes in my weakness.
I would not have chosen this job today but I can see God’s hand in it. Before, whenever I was at Pefa, I would avoid Sarah’s room and hardly step foot in it. Today, I spent more time in her room than in any other room at Pefa. I am thankful that God gave me the opportunity to serve him by serving his daughter, and again I am reminded that God is so worthy of adoration in every moment: “Sing praises to God, sing praises; sing praises to our King, sing praises.” Psalm 47:6.
P.S. I have taken all sorts of precautions so as not to infect anyone else with any contact I may have had with bed bugs today. Mom and Dad, this is my formal request for use of the dryer when I get home. Love you!

Lasting Change


By Alexa
22 January 2012 
I bathe two year old Rumgero. He takes it upon himself to scoop water on his head and scrub with a bar of soap. I hold him as he air dries and proceed to cover him in Vaseline. I dress him. He clings to me, one hand in his mouth, the other twisted in my hair. Cecile takes him from me, and I follow her. As we go about our tasks, she sounds out word after word in Kinyarwanda. I share the English equivalent. I remember very few words, but it doesn’t seem to matter. It’s the exchange, the effort, the care, that brings the smile I see on her face so often. As I sweep, bent down, like they do, Cecile gives me two thumbs up, saying, “murakoze, murakoze” (thank you, thank you). I don’t know that I’ve seen someone happier. Lunch comes. The children sit on a mat, offering to share their food. We teach them colors. The mothers sit attentively, eager to learn with the children. They love to crowd around as we read Franklin. Excitedly, they shout out “Futbol,” a recognizable word. My legs go numb. Seven year old Boyi sits in my lap. I’m convinced he’s thinking he’s still a little boy. The mothers sit, while the children nap, soaking in all the English phrases we introduce them to. Mostly, they enjoy browsing the Kinyarawanda/ English lists we gave them, occasionally asking for pronunciations. This is a typical day at PEFA.
We came to PEFA not only to play and clean, but to provide service that lasts long after we leave. The reality is, these children live in dirty, unhealthy conditions. There are many changes we see necessary to ensure the well being of the children. Frustration comes when we cannot meet all the needs. Today was a huge encouragement to our team. We have been preparing to provide training for the three mothers. Today was the day. We know they love the kids and have their best interest in mind. Sadly, they do not have the proper education to take necessary measures to ensure the well being of the children. We were able to help them in this area. We educated them on the existence of germs and how they can harm the body. As we demonstrated the hand washing process, I could sense the mothers were receiving the information well. That was confirmed when Annonciata recited everything we told her, almost word for word. Everything inside me was bursting with excitement. I could not believe it; every little detail was remembered. They listened. They soaked it in. They cared. As I looked around, my teammates were smiling, as well. That moment, I will not forget. This will have a lasting impact. In that, I have confidence. We can’t give everything we want to. We can’t fix everything we want to. But we can do some. We can do our part, and rest in the assurance that God has control.